I really don't know how to start this post and I feel miserable.
I 29 F caught my Husband 31 M masturbating yesterday night.
I feel devastated sad and it broke my heart because we literally had sex 1 and half h before….
He told me he does it because he is nervous and stressed and it helps him and that he doesn't watch anything.
I knew he masturbates because I found his deed* other times and I told him if he needs to do it to just watch it in private and that I don't want to know. I makes me sad knowing he is watching other woman getting fucked.
Well yesterday left me with a sore feeling, because I tough we didn't lie to each other about anything… He tried to deny it at first and I told him this trust is now broken and I need time to think about what I want to do from now on and how to approach it.
We have a 1 year old daughter…
For me pregnancy was really hard but still we did had sex trough it and even after a C section we got back to it pretty soon witch hurt and we waited a little more, but after the 6 months mark I can say we had sex quite regularly and I tough it was enough for him.
He even told me he only masturbates on my pictures witch I knew wasn't true but choose to belive because I loved him too much.
Well today I scrolled down his chronology and I'm more than grossed.
He keeps beating his meat while I'm trying to put to sleep our child night and day… and the grossest part is he watches multiple time Trans porn … and apparently now even twitch streamers…
So yeah I'm heartbroken and I don't know what to do …
TL:DR Husband masturbates to trans porn and I don't know what to do