So I’m at my senior year of highschool and our friend group likes to call during finals and we study together to stay motivated and share our knowledge and help..etc. The thing is two of our friends keeps joining privately and will not tell anyone to join when it comes to physics and math ,by all means, when it’s other subjects they will invite me and tell me to join them which was really helpful to me honestly because they are better at school.However, I have gotten a really bad mark at math and whenever they bring up how them studying math together got them an A+ I get hurt for two reasons.
1. I remember that time we studied chemistry together and when another girl from our friend group asked if we are on a studying call they told her no and then proceeded to tell me that she’s slow and they would like to finish first then join with her
Which leads me to 2;
I think that they have the same thoughts about me in math because they are calculus smart and I’m not
I want to accept the fact that they want to study as a duo but they NEVER stop telling me about the sessions.I can’t really stand by my pride because if they offered to help me I will literally get a boost in marks regardless.My last straw was today when one of them called me to chat and then she was like you know what, you can join the zoom meeting with us and chat you don’t have to solve with us, I was like what do you mean? She was like yeah we were are studying for math final and not even a week ago they offered me to join and I said yes please count me in at the session?!(it hurts to say yes but my marks needs it)
I don’t want confront them because they will invite me out of pity but I don’t want to pretend like its okay.I can’t make a deal because of education we will graduate in 3 weeks and we will no longer study together.
What to do?