Throw away account as he know mine.
As in the title. I found out a month ago give or take. We have a small child together, married for 4 years in relationship for 10. He is unfaithful and is proud of it, as he talking to his friends about it. She is from his workplace, single.
Initially when I found out I wanted to just pack my bag, grab a kid and just leave. But I don’t have a place to go. All money is tied to him, house, everything. I have little income. I have to think about my child first.
So, I decided I will play a role of my life and I am pretending everything is okay. I’m trying to come up with a plan how to leave him and be smart about it.
I feel like day by day it’s getting easier with pretending, but I noticed thoughts coming up that maybe I shouldn’t leave. I’m trying very hard to not to listen to that little voice in my head, because I know I am dying a little more every single day being with him.
Just wanted to tell it to someone, put it off my chest. I wish one day I will be able to sit in my house (with a help from a council) and feel free.