So I recently went through my boyfriend’s phone and I found out he’s watching porn (he’s been honest and upfront with me about having this addiction and we’re trying to stop it for almost a year now…he was doing really well because he downloaded this app to block Porn websites but then it got deleted bc he accidentally bought it on his parents credit card but that’s a whole other story) but ever since the app was deleted we would do check ins and he said he hadn’t watched it but he was masterbating without it. He recently downloaded the blocker again and bought the subscription) But I looked through his phone to find out he was lying about it and now I’m heartbroken…
But what I am mostly hurt about is what he searches and I just need a piece of mind of why he would be searching “cheating” in the search bar…and this isn’t the first time I’ve saw it I’ve seen it multiple different times when I’ve looked at his search history before.
What would this mean??
He’s been cheated on in the passed and he always says how he hates cheaters. But why would he search it on the porn website??
I also just don’t understand why his addiction is so bad that he has to watch it…I feel hurt because he actually lied about it this time and told me he wasn’t watching it.