Don't really need advice just needed somewhere to vent.
Today I found out my wife of 12 years is in love with my best friends and my best friend is in love with my wife.
They haven't acted upon anything but I still feel like my world has been shattered
I dont have anyone else in my life my whole world is intertwined with my wife and my best friend
I dont even know what I'm supposed to do now or how to keep going
All I want to do is go get really fucking high ( 12 years sober) but I have a son so I won't do that
How the fuck do you move past loosing both people you care about the most in the world in one day