I (18F) just gave my first BJ to this guy (18M) that I’ve known since I was a kid. We only see each other one week out of the year because we always work at the same carnival together in my home town. He asked me over snap if I’d wanna blow him and I said yes. FYI, I have never done anything inherently sensual, sexual, or romantic in nature. It’s kind of been established that we’re both ‘using’ the other person: him for sexual pleasure and me for experience.
So we meet up at his place, go to his room and, he immediately takes off his pants and says this has to be quick because he has to get to work. I say fine and ask where he wants me. Mind you, I am freaking out, I keep making sexual jokes and just laughing out of nowhere because I am so freaking nervous. Anyway, I lay down and just go to town 😂 I could feel it go from soft to hard so I was thinking at the time I was doing good.
But then randomly he told me to get on my knees so he could ‘make things go faster’. I know he said he had to go to work but I got a little hurt hearing that. So I get on my knees and I couldn’t breathe for a good 2 minutes because he was going super fast and deep(I didn’t particularly enjoy that part) but I wanted to let him finish. (I am also like 80% sure I threw up in my mouth and on his dick but neither of us have addressed it yet.)
For the last 30 seconds he basically jacked his base off and kept the tip on my mouth so I wasn’t really doing anything when he actually came. I asked him twice after to genuinely tell me if it was good because it was my first time and he said that it was good. He then left to go to the bathroom and I left because I was kind of in shock (not a bad shock but just shocked that I did that). I just feel like I didn’t do much so I guess I’d like some advice on how to be better and if it’s normal for guys to finish on their own.