26F.
I am a very simple person. I take everything and everyone at face value. I believe people instantly. I try to accommodate other's requests and demands, even if it means letting go of anything and everything I want. People take advantage of me because of this. I'm tired of the same. I don't understand from my mistakes, ever. Everyone in life wants to use you, even your parents. It's a very mean world. There is always some or the other hidden intention behind every action people take.
I remember in college we had a day where everyone wrote comments/compliments for people on white t-shirts. On my t-shirt most of the comments were – sweet human etc. All these years when somebody called me sweet – i never took it in a negative way. Until I realised that my sweetness is why I'm getting used. Yet, I am not able to change my actions.
I want to be able to think on feet, quickly. And be street smart. I dont know what to do