lol so here we go again…. So since me and my boyfriend have started being intimate 5 months ago we have maybe only gone one day without having sex with each other. Last week we got into it bc I caught him watching BBW anal porn, talked about it I’m sure he lied about jacking off to it but then we moved on. Well this week messed around Monday had a quickie he got off I didn’t. Monday night I tried to mess around with him again and he kind of shrugged me off, I contributed it to him being tired, Tuesday night I tried again, he basically blew me off and I was like ok he’s just exhausted but then caught him grinding on me in his sleep and playing with himself. Then miraculously Wednesday he’s sick and threw up in the trash can outside and his stomach is bothering him. No hugs no kisses no cuddling at night only for me to wake up the next morning to look to see if he actually vomited to appear that was a lie🤦♀️ so I’m having a complex, I feel like this man is with me bc I’m
Good for him but not what he actually is attracted to although he claims I’m the most beautiful woman he’s ever been with blah blah blah… haven’t caught him watching porn again, gone 3 days without it… Am I reading too much into this or is something wrong and possibly he’s just not telling me….. I haven’t masturbated due to I usually don’t need too… I’m sexually frustrated, he claimed last night he wanted “make love to me but was just to sick” but was acting fine. While I laid there and let him have his space while being utterly annoyed. It’s like he almost knew why I was mad….
I just don’t know what to make of the situation and would like some advice.