Me (F18) and my boyfriend (M24) have been talking for around 7 months now , I feel like our relationship is just sex orientated.. I struggle with confidence and I get attached easily and I find it hard to leave , I like the sex , but I feel like he only cares whether he gets off or not and doesn’t seem to care whether I do or not , I’ve never came in my life, and I have to ask him and I hate having to ask when I feel sex should be mutually enjoyed 🤷♀️
I just don’t know what to do
And also after sex he just goes straight on his phone and doesn’t try to talk to me or whatever and it makes me feel shit like my emotions are so up and down and all over the place
I went for someone older as I wanted to have a more mature connection with someone and feel like people my age can’t give me that as I’ve tried many times before but I’m just so confused on how I feel
We had sex the last night and I literally cried after it because he didn’t care to bother with me like I just got so fed up over it and he called me dramatic which maybe it was but I feel like nobody understands me or what I’m thinking anymore… idk
Also sorry this is my first time using this thing I’m just desperate lols