Hello,
So I'm 18F not entirely sure if this is the right place to ask for this, although I'm also not sure where else to ask. Also I'm not an native english speaker.
I think it's better if I just start typing and hopefully make sense. I'm adopted by my lovely adoptive parents when I was young. They have raised me in a very religious household and although I didn't always feel like it was for me, I'm grateful. They have given me opportunities that my bio mom couldn't.
Except I'm starting to realize I may be a bit of a late bloomer in certain areas. Especially around men and well like sex and stuff. There are a lot things I can ask friends or google around, except this is a bit more abstract I guess. Yes I've had sex-ed and I've had a talk with my dad about the birds and the bees. Except all of that has been very biologically.
I have a very hard time finding what I'm suppose to like and enjoy. I wanne know how to have fun with it and not just be a boring wife later in my life. Except I don't have a clue where to start to learn how to be a full sexual woman. Learn what's pleasurable and what shouldn't be you know. So like yea that's basically it. I would love some pointers on developing my sexuality and how to learn what I like, but also like what's the best way to pleasure someone??
Does it influence that I'm POC or not ?
Sorry if this doesn't make any sense.