Any of you are girls like this?

Any of you who are girls like this? Why do girls always think I’m gay just because I’m extremely nervous and shy around women? As a man I always get gossiped and talked about especially around my work all because I got extremely nervous on girls I like and lose eye contact on them and walk away a little bit. Do girls even know what these term being nervous, having anxiety or being shy is? I lost some of my friends because the girls keeped on talking about me thinking I’m gay when I’m not it’s really messed up. Because of these I got addicted to porn everyday masturbating to girls online and being isolated alone in my room. I just hope that if these girls ever have a son they better hope that they don’t end up like me because if they do have a son that’s has these flaws like me then that’s karma for these girls.