It seems the more older I have become/more responsibility, I've become more vulnerable or more sensitive.
I can feel stressed over the smallest things, whilst when I was younger I didn't care at all. It could be putting something in the wrong bin and worrying if I will get fined, or it can be worrying about if I left the gas on at home, or if I overstayed my car park ticket.
Or if I'm on holiday, constantly checking my houses cameras to see if anything is wrong, even though I have Ring alerts.
It could be anything, did I leave the door unlocked, or did I accidently like someones photo on Facebook.
Did I accidentally cut someone off driving into my street and now they are going to hate me forever.
I don't want enemies. Its like I'm scared of losing my freedom but I haven't done anything lol but always trying to be careful not to do anything.
The smallest things, linger for 1 – 2 days and disrupt my inner peace. Anyone felt like this?