I made a mistake by inputing the incorrect location in waze map which resulted her missing her spartan race day. Admittedly, it was all my fault coz i did not double check and I just drove to the wrong direction.
The worst part is, it was not the first time that we are heading to the race location.
I want to bury myself and disappear of what happened.
I already said that i am deeply sorry but she won't talk to me – which I completely understand why, after all the preparations she did for that race…
Now, she's cold and distant, and it's hard me for figure things out because this is my first relationship.
We are living together and in a relationship for more than 6 months
What should I do?
TL;DR: my partner is really amazing and I love her so much. It’s just that I am having difficulties in handling this situation. I know I need to keep up and trying my best always to be at her level… which at times that’s really making me anxious – so when I am anxious & overthinks, i made sudden stupid mistakes…