I 19(m) developed an obsession over my partner’s past 18(f).I don’t understand why I can’t get over it since it was nothing crazy, she only had one partner since she was 16 and they broke up like a month and a half before we met because he cheated on her.

She told me she once had a squirting orgasm and that really bothered me because she never had one with me, and I think that’s what started my obsession. I really like her and i would like to be with her for as long as possible but i just can t see her as the mother of my children knowing another man has seen her squirting. What should I do?