I don't know why I feel down since I went out. A couple of my friends came through for a birthday this past weekend and now that it's been a week, my depression's kicking in. I probably sound stupid but I also don't know why I feel depressed. I'm sitting at my bar with no customers on a Friday night, thinking to myself what can I do for myself to bring me up again? I had to stop drinking because it was legit fucking up my insides and I know that exploring outside of town would help clear my mind but I don't have the money for it. I want to go back to school but I owe 800 in order for me to come back. I want to meet new people again and explore more in life, because sitting at home makes me fucking depressed as fuck. I also can't wait to go back into CrossFit training because my knee is so fucked up and wanting to get under a barbell 😂.
Overall, I feel lost. I don't know what to do or I don't know why I feel like this, but I'm taking this day by day.
Please feel free to leave a message on your own thoughts or advice on what I can do on my own end. Appreciate it.