I’m at my parents house and im trying not to show anything is wrong. Im a sahm. Ive tried holding it together for 3 years but I cant anymore. This is what i deal with then get blamed for everything. He’s been physically abusive multiple times (once while I was pregnant) and just because he’s a provider I feel like I need to swallow it and move on. I can’t anymore. I dont know what to do. This is just half the text. I can’t show more because im trying to protect my identity.