Genuine question
I am a 23F and I’ve been going through a tough time with my current relationship but feel like I’ve gone through this with all of my past relationships. As I’m typing this I feel like an idiot but I just want to see if I’m the only person that gets these feelings.
When things have taken a turn for the worse with my boyfriend, he is quick to let me go. He says he is incredibly in love with me and if we were to break up he’d always love me, but when we have issues he never actually fights for me. I feel he’s quick to turn me away and let me go. It’s kinda sad to me because I genuinely wish that he’d fight for us and make me feel like he doesn’t want to lose me. It’s not like I want him to beg me to stay but sometimes the reassurance would be nice. Everyone I’ve been with has made me feel so replaceable and I wish that one day someone would make me feel wanted. I just wonder if that’s too much to ask for like they say or if it’s a valid feeling.
tldr 23f questioning if I should hold hope that one day someone will want to fight for a relationship with me or if I will always be too hard to please/love