I (20 M) am a pretty strange person, I can talk quite a lot to stranger, I can even chat with a random old man (>50 M) that is petting his turtle. I can also chat for a few hours with my best friend (20 M) about myself, I think i could be pretty talkative.
However, I am pretty introvert if i am facing my normal friends (20 M) (those who cannot talk much, some times ask to do assignment or have a lunch together), I just can't talk much to them and everytime I want to say a joke within a group the whole group just stopped chatting, I feel I am redundant in their group : (
Sometimes at night I will keep thinking what I said to my friends (20 M) and what I have act strange, and since I realize this I talk and meet less and less with them, I feel our friendship is about to gone…
Main point is that those normal friends rely most on chatting or hanging out to maintain the relationship, but I cannot really talk much to them.
I know they may not think what I am thinking, or they may not care much about this as I am not that important to them, but i really couldn't help thinking about this, what if they really think I am annoying and disturbing?
TL;DR!
This is my first post here and I am not sure if the tagging is right.