When we’re in the heat of the moment, usually when he’s getting close to cumming, my boyfriend will say things like he wants me to “use him as a human dildo” and “Use him to get myself off.” We’re both into dirty talk so of course it turns me on, but he keeps insisting and I genuinely don’t know what he expects me to do?
I don’t cum from penetration, he knows that. Whenever we’ve tried clit stimulation during sex, it’s a little uncomfortable and hard to manoeuvre due to positions – I have to lean back to touch my clit while riding and then he tends to slip out when I try to move. Or, if he’s on top, his body limits my movement on my clit. So I literally cannot get off when he tells me to, yet he keeps insisting and letting me take control, but what’s the point if it doesn’t amount to an orgasm/any greater enjoyment than if he was in more control?
Afterwards he kind of apologises that I didn’t cum during sex, REALLY apologetic, and I feel bad for disappointing him in the heat of the moment.