I'm 23 F, haven't dated anyone all my life. I've always kept myself so confined, there were so many guys who tried to reach out to me in my school and college but I never entertained or liked anyone because of some reasons (like I've strict parents, so i was always so afraid, also my parents were seeing a guy for me from distant family after I completed my school, glad it didn't work out but this kept me so confined and bounded)
I really regret it very very much. I wished I've interacted and made bonds.
There was a guy I liked just so much from College, we had a situationship kinda thing for a few monthe after I passed out of college ( we were 1000 kms aways all this while) for some time but we didn't seem to have any future together so we just ended it kind of.
I feel like going through breakup without actually been in a relationship. It's sad.
I really want to focus on my career now but when I see my friends with their bfs I feel bad for myself that I wish I had someone too. My parents want me to get married after 1-2 years but I'm just so scared of it. Idk. It's weird. The idea of Arrange marriage just scares me it's an agreement. I've been a single girl all my life and I just don't want to settle for anyone e. I want someone with whom I can vibe and who's my type. I di wonder what if I'll never find anyone, I feel so Ionely and empty at times. Don't know just felt like venting out. I'm open to suggestions, advice or help, and if you don't have anything to say, I want to Thank you for reading it till here.