Recently squirted for the first time and looking to recreate it

I recently squirted for the first time from a guy I went on a few dates with when he went down on me. Unfortunately I think it might’ve freaked him out but he’s ghosted me ever since that happened. I’m sort of forever single and I’m hoping there’s a toy (first toy ever) I could use to recreate that and experience it again for myself. Are there any suggestions on a toy that would mimic the feeling of a tongue inside of me? Or does any ladies have any creative ways to experience that same feeling?