She goes to my uni (she's a year above me) and we've known each other since early on in my first year, we met at a society we're both a part of.
From the get go I was struck by how beautiful she was, and then she was just so funny and friendly. I had a huge crush on her, but I didn't do anything about it because she is SO out of my league it's not even funny.
Occassionally I would get the nerve to ask her out but then I would find out she was dating someone. Then I would find out she broke up with them, but was dating someone new. I even admitted to a friend of hers that I like her, and the friend encouraged me to ask her out, but she was in a situationship at the time.
I recently got out of something (no clue what to call it), so I went on Bumble for the first time in months, and she was there. I stared for a bit, not sure if I should swipe right. Then I figured if we don't match, she will never know I swiped right. And then WE MATCHED.
Friends, I screamed. I called my best friends. I LOST IT. I had the entire team help me out on what I should do next. I had no chill.
EEEEEP!
Anyway, I don't know where it'll lead or if anything will come of it, but I felt this giddiness I haven't in a while lol
EDIT: Thank you guys!
Also, just to be clear, her looks aren't the only thing I focus on, this is just a short post. We've known each other for 2 years, and my best friends have all heard everything she has ever said to me in detail, so don't worry about that. We mostly bond over Taylor Swift, and she's viciously funny and clever. Next year she's mentoring a society I'm the president of (the same one we met at) and she was the president before me.
Edit 2: Not sure why it wasn't clear, but Im a woman BTW lol. Several people have been implying im a man.
Also, enough accusing me of things you have no grounds to be accusing me of. You dont know me, you don't know her, you don't know how I interact with this girl, and you know nothing of my relationship with her. I already like her personality. This post was my excitement of someone I like potentially liking me back.
Enough with projecting and the atmchair psychology. Give it a rest. Youre turning a nice moment of someone I like liking me back into something nefarious, you have no right.
And keep your perverse innuendos to yourselves.