Hi, I just just tried having sex for the very first time with my friend. (For context she’s trans) it was honestly one of the most painful times I’ve ever experienced in my life. Luckily she was very kind and made sure we used lots of lube to make sure it wouldn’t hurt and lots of foreplay. Sadly, none of that helped, she said that simply putting in two fingers was putting a lot of pressure on her fingers from the entrence of my vagina only. She said I might have vaginismus and should probably talk to my gyno.
I wanna cry honestly. I feel so embarrassed cause she didn’t get to finish and it just kept slipping out. I feel so bad and she took such good care of me too.