I don't really enjoy socializing. Maybe if it's one or two people, that's fine. I can't sit there at a table for hours around 9 other guys.
I find people annoying. Especially if alcohol is involved. I wanna focus on poker and everyone else is off in their own little world not paying attention to the game.
I've come A LONG way with social anxiety. I was petrified on how I was being perceived by them, and now I find everyone annoying in their own special way.
I'm content with my wife, dogs, and my huge family I was blessed to be raised in.