I say and do things that are very strange and irritating to people. But that's me:
For instance, I:
Randomly hit people
Make jokes about the body
Say ludicrous things at random times
Talk a lot
Try to get attention( I have low self-esteem and poor confidence most of the time and don't get that much attention. Also childhood trauma plays in this part)
Sometimes I get bullied or made fun of
I was talking to a friend about the things I say and was reflecting on it. But then he said that I'm just being me and wishes he was me sometimes
I need your personal opinion on this and help me recognise my mistakes and how to change them