I can't figure out why I am the why I am. I am told I am a people pleaser. But problem is, I am too empathetic and absolutely hate about myself. People I got along with initially now dislike me. I keep saying the wrong things. I overheard someone I had a good relationship with saying how annoying I was after I spoke with her to coworkers. Now nobody wants to be near me. I just want to change myself so bad. I feel like it's too late and nobody will ever like me there. The building is big with over 100 workers and things spread fast. I'm a joke and a loser. I can't quit because I cannot afford it. I can't find another job, nobody wants to hire. I don't want to be myself any more. I just wish I could end it.
Is it even possible to turn everything around and change everyone's opinion about me, or too late, I'm done? If people at work do not like me, they will find a way to get me fired, that is why their opinions are important, in a professional sense, not social