I just got back from a tropical vacation. While there, the tour guide and I had a secret fling. It was seriously something out of a book. Obviously it was very “forbidden love,” so during the day, we wouldn’t interact as much or if we did, it was very professional. I had to force myself to not look at him the entire time etc. so the rest of the group wouldn’t figure it out.
The last night, I texted him so we could see each other and he read my text but never responded. The day I left, he interacted with me like any other person and didn’t mention anything. When the group departed, he hugged me and kissed me on the cheek and I was on my way.
Obviously I knew it was only a fling (hello, I met this man 4 days prior), but I’m feeling really sad about it.
I think I’m upset because it’s very fuckboy coded and ended abruptly. It was also a major whirlwind experience that I did not expect, so I think that’s part of it. Either way, I feel like I’m being a dumb bitch but I can’t shake these sad feelings.
Any advice?