I (30f) want my husband to free use me. We made a deal once and he was allowed to free use me for a 2 week period. Ask for sex and I wouldn’t say no. No matter what. Use my hand or whatever he wants. According to the deal he could even wake me up with his penis in my mouth.
He did zero of that. He said it felt too weird. How do I get him to actually do it. And make me feel used.