How do I be actually slutty ?

As a 20 year old indian ,virgin,hasn't been fucked yet,I really wanna be fucked realllly hardd by a safe and consensual man but I can't find it here,I haven't dated before,I'm actually pretty (lol a lil bit) ,yet I do not have the courage to asm a guy because the last time I was talking to a guy of on a dating I started shivering in front of him,he didn't mind it,but to me I wanted to melt in front of him especially when they pin point that we are nervous?how do I be slutty I have explored most of my sexuality in private but I fear I will do something stupid irl