Does anyone else feel like during conversations with people you care about, that you are left out or the under foot type, stepped on.
I like to move slow to stay mellow, but I feel like an easy target for abuse & I’m not sure why.
Maybe I am not a respectable dude, but I have a hard time with this because on one hand I want to not stoop to a low level or feed into anything.. but also get very frustrated and pent up conflicting with my own self preservation..
At what point is rising above conflict, degrading to your own self.
Maybe I should be more aggressive or offense… the only problem is I do struggle with other things that nobody knows about so a great deal of my energy goes into life one day at a time.
Anyone else feel like this and cope without alcohol or picking on other people?