Sorry for the bad english.
After years of toxicity and constant disrespect and invalidation, I(35) decided to separate with my(29) wife (who shows signs of possible NPD). Now the sepanx of losing my kids 3f 1f is driving me insane. Asian expats in Middle East meaning we(me and you, readers) may share differences with regards to marriage and divorce.
I tried typing tens of paragraphs but I decided to delete it due to me being scared that people won't even bother to read it. Alas, I figured right now I just need someone to lend me an ear however, I have seemed to lose all my friends, family and connections because my wife doesn't really like me hanging out that much with peers and wants me to focus on her and the kids.