My one sided crush👏

OMGG WTF, I have a crush on this boy since I was in grade 7. my feelings kept growing until I was in grade 8 because school was shutting down due to covid. After we are back to school, I’m on grade 10 now. My feeling is growing back for him but u guys know what? I found out he has a FUCKING GIRLFRIEND. OHH GOD!!!!!!!!! I keep my distance and avoid him as much as I can BUT I’m seeing him everywhere I go.NO but SERIOUSLY UGH. BRO HE KEEPS GIVING ME A FALSE HOPE. WE ALWAYS MAKE EYES CONTACT. HE GIVES ME THAT KIND OF VIBE IF U GUYS UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEANT. After that I saw him flirting with his cute girlfriend on social media. After a few minutes, he reacts love on mY POST. Ok, I know it is not his fault. I keep overthinking and I should get rid of this habit. Ok that’s all I just want to pour all of my feelings somewhere .👏👏