I (24F) am in a relationship with my boyfriend (30M) and we’ve been dating for a year. Our sex life is really great, we listen to one another and explore and all that but recently he’s really excited about this one thing and I don’t know what to do.
About almost 2 months ago during sex instead of him finishing inside of me, he finished in my mouth, I don’t remember whose idea it was in the moment but that was my first time tasting his cum, well any man’s cum, I always found the idea of the liquid consistency not to my appeal so I never let it near my mouth, so with him, I didn’t mind the taste and I told him I liked it, worst mistake. Ever since he always insists on coming in my mouth, everytime, but I don’t enjoy it, I’ve noticed the taste changes and recently it had a very bitter taste that made me puke in my mouth, I had to get up and throw up in the toilet but I did it quietly to not offend him.
I hate it, I hate the taste, the saltiness, the texture, the warmth, I hate it. But I remember a clip from a Chris Rock special where he said ‘Women can not go back in lifestyle, men can not go back sexually’ and he explained how once a woman has been accustomed to a certain lifestyle, it’s hard for her to settle for less, which is true for me, and he said once a man has experienced something sexually that he loves, he can not go back.
So I’m afraid to tell my boyfriend what I feel because what if it makes him less excited and then he finds someone on the side that does enjoy it? What if I offend him? I don’t want him to feel unsatisfied sexually with me and I don’t know what to do 🙁
Edit: I’m not saying I’m taking Chris Rocks word as bible, but I’m just using it as an example, I’m just saying ever since it was introduced in my bedroom he hasn’t gone back, I can see he loves it, so I’m just wondering if I’d be taking away something he loves if I say I don’t like it, he knows he likes it, so should I take it away