I want to be like those people who are perfectly content with being single, but recently I've come to terms with the fact I'm never going to be one of those people.
No matter how many years I spend working on myself… the idea that I might never find someone makes me feel so dejected. I can fill my schedule with outings with friends, family, hobbies, self-care, taking myself out on dates, keep myself so busy I don't even have time to think about it, but it doesn't change my desire for a healthy, loving relationship. But it's just so hard to find someone that I like that also likes me back and puts in the same amount of effort to build something together.
I'm just a lover girl with no luck whatsoever… 🥲