I am in a half year long relationship with an amazing girl, and this far everything has been just great. We were each other’s first, everything is great. Thing is, I’ve always known I have a submissive side ig. (Which my gf is aware of to as degree at least ). I’ve always been ashamed of this side of myself, and been unsure of how to bring up me wanting it sexually.
Not too long ago we were having sex, foreplay went on a little long, I asked to put it in, and she just looked at me and told me no and to get back between her legs. She was holding my dick during this, giggling saying I got harder when she said no.
Tbh idk why but her telling me what to do like that was just amazing. One of the hottest things I’ve ever experienced. And I’ve decided I have to open up about this, because I need that again