So I guess I’m on here to understand or see if anyone else has dealt with this??
I got a message from a guy who’s is a tik tok influencer, not too big about 23k followers. It gave me this sense of feeling desired. He asked for my number and he just would ask for nudes, I was dumb and sent them. But that’s all we would do, he barely was interested in what I was doing.
We would text back and forth for like a week at night only dirty talk, then I stopped replying he would double text if I didn’t reply for a week, I’d reply we would sext, and I would not reply for awhile… and then I’ll be honest I ghosted him for a month as I was working out of town 14hr days and just couldn’t “dirty text at midnight and keep it going” and I started getting anxiety to keep up with I guess the photos he wanted, so I left him on delivered. And I went to reply and he blocked me…
I feel like shit, keep watching his tik tok lives feeling like I fucked up by not responding because I think I liked the attention from him, especially with how hot he is. I know ghosting is wrong and what do I expect … but I keep ruminating about him and how damnit I should have replied. But at the same time I’m like well he only wanted nudes and to sex talk… my question is why am I so upset that I ghosted and he blocked me??? I’ve never sent nudes before this is out of character for me