I’m 21 years old and have been married for 2 years now to my husband. We have a pretty sexless marriage which is crazy because we would have regular intimacy when we were dating, but whatever. He is +10 years older than me and he has a much lower sex drive than me, we used to have sex every 2 weeks (if that), but now that I am pregnant, we have stopped doing it. It was frustrating but now I’m okay with it.
When we still had (the little) sex, we were at the store and we passed by the toys section, and I expressed I wanted to get one. He hated the idea and said that I would never get one, but I eventually got 2 behind his back.
Now, yesterday I was feeling pretty tired but horny as well, so I decided to use one of my toys. I usually clean them with water and a little soap and leave them in the bathroom sink for a few minutes while I do other stuff in the bathroom, and then I dry them and put them away, but I completely forgot about it and went straight to bed. My husband came to bed later (when I was knocked out), and I don’t know if he went in there and saw it. We haven’t even talked because he was asleep in the morning when I left for school but I’m all worried about it. I know it’s my body and I have the right to have my own sexual life but how could I be so stupid of leaving my toy out for him to see it?