I dislike giving blowjobs more than anything, but it seems to be a big sexual need for all the men I have ever slept with- so here we are I guess.
I have an aversion to bodily fluids (result of autism, I think) which certainly doesn’t help, and my first ever sexual experience was a non consensual one involving oral. Giving head is a negative experience for me, because I gag a lot and get no arousal from it.
I have tried flavored lubes and blowjob gels, only taking in a smaller portion of the penis, and the hand clenching trick- these things do both help, marginally. I’m here seeking any other tricks that might reduce gagging, the taste of precum, or to overall improve the experience. Thanks.