Been married for 5 months. LDR for 1.5 years before that. A recent situation made me realize maybe this isn’t the person I’d want to stay married to or have kids with after all. We got into an argument (his sister was talking shit about me to him and I saw it so it lead to an argument) and I sat in the lounge crying. He offered me a tissue and after that went into the bedroom to watch reels on his phone and then proceeded to go to sleep….knowing and full aware how upset I was in the living room. The next morning he saw me fall asleep on the couch in an awkward position, didn’t bother pushing me to go to the bed or anything. Then proceeded to leave for his sisters house. Mind you I was sick with the flu in all of this as well. He comes back and complete silent treatment with the coldest attitude like I don’t even know this person. I started vomiting at night and he just looked at me vomiting on the toilet and came back to turn around and try sleeping. I went to the toilet multiple times to vomit and didn’t bat an eye. Proceeded to just lay comfy and continue…..
This wasn’t the person I married…or at least I thought I was marrying. I thought love was supposed to be soft and caring even if there was a disagreement.
I want to vent all of this to my mom but she’s too far away and I know she’ll constantly be worried for me if I let her know all this.