Deep but what would you say about my life? Would you consider me in deep shit?

28M. Approaching 30 so want perspective. Working through OCD recovery as anxiety disorder started at 20 and has continued throughout my 20s. Just now practicing acceptance and working on recovery with a coach. Very determined. But I live alone and eat out everyday. I’ll order eggs, salmon, but Chipotle and other chains too. I just try to switch it up. I’m an accountant and do well. Have my CPA. Used to go to the gym all the time but haven’t really since covid. Just run a few times a week now. But besides that not much else going on. Never been with a girl. Yeah that hurts to write. Really bothers me but I just don’t like to go for people I’m not into and the ones I’m into don’t seem to reciprocate. But I also don’t try a lot. I’m doing the best I can. My number one priority is recovery and I’m proud but have more to do. I’m trying to get off meds and reach it fully like my coach. But girls thing seems like inevitably I’m screwed. Is the eating out thing everyday a problem if I’m making some smart choices throughout the week? I know this is all over the place lol but thoughts?