Okay so, this is semi embarrassing for me to post.
I (24f) recently tried riding my boyfriend of 6 years for the first time. We had intercouse after one year of being together, but I've always been too insecure to be on top. I still was pretty self conscious when we got to the act and even got my poor boy to let me blindfold him – though I was perfectly fine with him touching my body.
Now here's my problem: I had and still have no idea how to properly do it. I felt like I wasn't doing it good enough since I couldn't go fast or anything. I was just very slowly bouncing on his D (which he claimed he loved, but I feel like it wasn't good enough). After I few minutes I had to ask him to switch positions since my knees started to hurt pretty badly, he didn't mind it but I feel like I failed him somehow.
Tbh thinking about the whole thing makes me cringe.
Now my question is, is there any technique or anything that'd be of help? Like a certain angle, way of positioning myself, etc. Or perhaps any advice of how I can managed to not get into my head and beat myself up over it🥲