This feels borderline impossible for me. I have a few hobbies, like being a car enthusiast, birding, and photography. Also a huge music/film/history nerd. Every day I am actively trying to find clubs/groups/classes online, all the ones I've tried so far I have struggle to fit in with any of them! I've tried going to bars and nightclubs even and usually it's too overwhelming for me. I don't know what to do I am running out of ideas!
Socializing itself hasn't really been my problem, when I am comfortable I am a chatty and fun person. The real issue is I just don't feel like i fit in anywhere, I think I might be autistic. I wish I had a group of friends that were fun eclectic people like me! I'm a 23 y/o man without any true close friends and absolutely no romantic prospects. It's soul crushing to live like this and it hurts that nobody finds me worthy of their time.
What do I do?