I have no social skills. Absolutely none. During the pandemic everyone had social media to communicate. I did not. So I just read books and played games, alone. The kicker? None of my interests match up with literally 90% of the people I know. I don't understand why everyone is obsessed with football, for example. I don't know how people stay so interactive and talkative, while I can barely hold a conversation. I can't talk to large groups of people either. My personality is bland and I have no interesting quirks other than my ADHD which conviently also affects my memory, meaning I'll forget stuff unless I write it down and repeat it until it commits to memory. Honestly I don't blame people for not wanting to stick around or women for not liking me. I'm the emotional equivalent of a money pit. But like, I can't do long conversations. I don't have any social media other than Reddit which also doesn't bode well apparently. I'm sorry if this comes off as whinny or whatever but I am just stating how I feel.
Please tell me I'm not alone. And how do I get out of this.