It feels like I can never disagree with someone, and it's not even a consious thing. I just agree with everyone on autopilot on anything, from liking a film to voicing opinions on someone. I feel like I'm always taking the attitude and opinions of the person I'm with and mirroring that. I hate that I get dragged into gossip but I can't stop. Even online, I'll stumble across someone's essay on their opinions and observations of a thing and I'd subconsciously take that in. It got to the point where I was stoked for days over finally having an opinion of a piece of media by myself, and then instantly go back once I was talking to a friend.
Do I just seek validation? Am I just afraid of rejection?