So I have about 4 irl friends, 2 from school, 2 from college, I've not really made friends (other than through Xbox) since finishing University. The two friends I have from school take the piss out of me all the time, usually it's not just about me. This time it feels as if it's all me.
So we were playing on the Xbox and there's fat jokes, and scrutinising everything I'm doing for a couple of hours, no real conversation apart from that really. Then they're making plans with their other friends (that I'm not friends with) while I'm still here.
Afterwards, on a GC, one asks the other if they're free, and that they're not ignoring me just that I said I wasn't doing anything (I can't right now due to issues with my feet). I have said about going bowling for a while and each time I'm shot down, the other then suggests this to which I then call them out and said about my feet and please in future do it privately if it doesn't involve me.
They've seen the message but no response, if it was the other way round id be mortified, apologise and wonder if everything was okay.
However, one of them has never said we were friends, preferring to use the word "acquaintance" instead when I've said in the past that they were good friends to me. I'm now wondering whether we were ever friends, or if I was being used for other things such as free travel (we go to football matches together quite a lot) etc.
Any advice you guys can give, or is it all in my head?