I was into all dirty things before, got pretty hurt by ex and situationship that followed. I was single for a long time with no sex.
My now boyfriend tried to get closer to me few times in the past year, and when he directly asked me out I agreed. I did not let him physically close for few dates because I was scared I will get attached to someone who will leave. I needed two months of dating to have sex with him, we have sex pretty regular since, but is more like making love everytime, is pretty intense, with exes I could fuck over and over again, with him maybe twice a day. I love where we are but still I feel like something is missing.