Hey Reddit, I’ve been with my(20) BF(21) for almost 2 years now. They have been very rocky. However, he has clearly demonstrated that he does not care about me. I can’t say I haven’t done stuff that’s wrong, I’ve been toxic, and there’s stuff that I regret. I hope he thinks the same of his actions, but in terms of comparison, IMO he has done worse. We’ve broken up so many times and then gotten back together and im not proud of that. I want to be able to stay away from him, but every time he’s away I just feel so sad and miss him and text him. I’m in the wrong here since im always the one trying to talk to him but thats what i want to fix.
I do not want to be with somebody that doesn’t love me. It hurts. And i am aware im hurting myself. What things can I do?
TL;DR I want to breakup with my BF but I’m too attached