Hello there. I observed that I tend to have some good enough friends, and 2 close friends, but I often seem to lfetout, they engage in conversation without me, they joke about me more, and basically they have more common ground than me with each other. Also I have other few friends who I think are pretty close to me. Many good enough friends and no real best friend. Did you had something like this? that’s thing I had since my childhood.