My boyfriend has had heel fetish since I have known him. He has been open about it and I have always respected that. We have been together for more than 10 years and I have always tried to play along. I am not someone who loves wearing heels on a daily basis and over the years seeing the kind of things that turn him on (based on his reddit, instagram) I have also somewhat given up trying. I don’t think I can ever match that level. I wear heels now and then to make him happy but I know I am not even close to his fanstasy world.
I have made my peace with it.
Over the last couple of years he has started a new thing where he asks me to talk to him about “me making him lick other women’s heels” while I jerk him. I have to name names, he literally forces me to so that he can fantasise them and cum. These woman are usually my friends or colleagues because he has to know them too. I just know I feel weird when he makes me do it and it is not
something I like.
I feel very awkward about it but I am just not sure whether this is normal in the fantasy/ fetish world and I am thinking too much?