Today is my birthday and I feel so alone

I just turned 25 this year, today. I'm not okay. I am living alone. My boyfriend lives near my place, like 2 village away? And I was disappointed in him this past few days.

Simple things, but
1. Caused me body pain until now

  1. He missed our breakfast because he wasted minutes by doing nothing, then he rushed to work.

  2. I was upset the whole day because of 2, that's our first breakfast together btw, After a long time.

So here it goes.

  1. He went to my place early, but ended up sleeping for 2 hours. I cried a lot while he was sound asleep. And when he woke up, we're both hungry, but of course I won't eat. But then, after a lot of persuasion, he ended up eating alone. That made me more upset 😭😭😭

Here's my question, am I wrong on number 5.?

  1. He leaves like 45 minutes before my birthday? Likeeee, he does go home late, always, but this is like special occasion. Like he could've stayed until midnight maybe 15 mins is enough. But he went home when I asked him to 🤣. And now I don't want to pick up his calls and I just replied thanks to his wishes.

I don't know, what to feel now.

Is this a deal breaker? Should I let it go?


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